Name: LiLac, Leak.
Duration: P00H04M30S
Description: springtimesSadness

LiLac, Leak.

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springtimesSadness

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lilac season
on the horizon
patchouli skies
is where im hiding
april snow
please stop your fighting
no control
but i just keep riding

maybe my first mistake
was building a world in cyberspace but
what else was i supposed to do
after being raised
in a runaway state, oh,

i cant seep thru the screen and
show you how to feel the real me
this place is fragile as a dream and
temporary as a memory
so shove my face into the gravel
it cant hurt worse than ur empty words
bandaged hearts sometimes unravel
dont talk to me unless you think about it first

im not trying to hate
but u know its a little too late
all i rly can do is pray that
you'll see me as human someday..

could my digital dream
be a delusion after all?
the agony of being compressed
into something so simple
and so small

its not meant to be
so one dimensional
you think you need me
but you cant even see me
so what u crying for?
--

i think it would be easy to forgive you
if you only said sorry like you meant it

sometimes i have dreams
where you come to me
you're crying and we hug
and thats it
we just make up

it could be so easy
it could be so easy
if you only wanted to see me
as more than just some words
on a screen
but i lost my patience with your careless ways
n i wonder how much of it was just fake
dont wanna look back on it as a waste
cus i just loved you

my heart is leaking
staring at the ceiling
im a fool for believing
but at least its lilac season

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released May 4, 2023

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